Ice Skating

I remember the first time I ever went ice skating it was with my older sister and her friends, all three of them. Just kidding Marie, I know you had more friends than that. So, the first time I went ice skating I was excited. I thought that I was going to be a pro the second I walked out on the ice. Well, I was wrong. Dead wrong. I laced up my skates and walked out on the ice. First step, not so bad. Second step, hold crap what have I gotten myself into? I was scared crapless and held onto the side of the wall. I clung to it like it was life support or something. I looked around for my sister and her friends, and to my surprise they were basically doing the same thing infront of me. Marie was holding onto the side too, lauging. That was te difference between me and Marie. She was laughing and i was crying. I caught up with them and they were all asking me what was wrong.
"I'm scared." I told tem between gasps of breath.
My sister comforted me, "Oh, it's okay kid."
I looked at her for a second, still not really sure, "But.." I looked out at the ice. Everyone else looked like pros, why not me?
She stood straight up, "Hey, listen to me," I looked at her again, "Don't worry. Just throw your hands in the air! And wave 'em like you just don't care!" she then began to do a little dance while still keeping a cautious and near the side of the rink.
I rolled my eyes at her, "Marie.."
"No, really! Try it!" she kept doing her dance.
I then cautiously let go of the side of the rink and did the dance with her. Lifting my arms in the air. I smiled and laughed, and then sooner than you think I wasn't scared anymore.
How awesome is she? Loads, that's how much. After this little pep talk I was out there skating and not scared anymore. It was great.

Orchestra and Freshmen.

Communitychannel- Natalie.
She is the most adorable Asian ever. She has an Australlian accent and she is super funny. In a way she reminds me of myself. She makes a lot of 'your mom' jokes and all that jazz. Also, she just talks abot random things but yet they are things that all of us notice. Check her out, I swear you won't regret it.

Another thing, check my sister's blog out. She is super cute and funny too. She is like a less cool me. Just kidding Marie, you're pretty cool too!




I think America is confused. They make everyone believe that the cool people in school are the cheerleaders and jocks. Sure, some of them are pretty decent people, but how many of them have a cool personality? A handful, maybe. The real cool people are the 'losers'. The kids in the band and orchestra. Like me, for example. I'm in the orchestra, and I have met the coolest people at school in that class. Everyone is so down to earth and amazingly funny. Try having a class of about 20 kids or more, all of them have pretty great personalities and great senses of humor. That's orchestra. The best class, ever. That is where I got my pervertedness.
Anyways, earlier this week we had a sub in that class. Now, you can't leave these 20some kids alone without a responsible adult. An adult that knows us and knows what kid of crap we get ourselves into. So, when The Burton was gone we had fun (:
The band and orchestra share the band room. It's fairly big, so it's cool. Now, they also have color guard stuff. So, they have all those cool props like fake guns and swords. Orchestra took full advantage of these things.
We acted out Call of Duty 4 that day. It. Was. Epic. We were making gun shots and everything. Barrel rolls and army crawls, it was crazy. People were throwing half opened water bottles as 'bombs'. If you had walked in on this I promise you would've been slightly scared and probably really jealous.
Then again, everyone gets those feelings when they see us. We are kinda a big deal.

So yeah, as you can tell, orchestra is great.


Oh, and another thing.. Freshmen.
Stop thinking that you are cool just because you are standing with us in the stands on Friday nights during football games. You aren't cool, and I promise you that. I've always hated freshmen, even when I was a freshman.
So, Thursday night we had a football game because Friday was a galf day. I guess that somehow messed up the football schedual. So, anyways, these FRESHMEN girls come and sit right behind me. Not to mention they are on the wrong side of the field. They are from the other team. Why on earth would people from the other team come sit on our side. It's still beyond me as to what they were thinking. Even I wasn't as stupid as them when I was a freshman.

I hate me.

I've been messing up a lot lately.
I don't see why you're still around.
Why you haven't given up on me yet.
I'm just a lost cause, something that will just dissapoint you in the end.

But still, I'm sorry. I know it won't make anything better, and you'll still be more than mad at me. I just wish that I could take everything back I ever said or did. Just go back to the first day we met.


I hate myself now, and I can't stop crying. I feel like a total baby. I can't even eat. Hah, yeah, I hate my life when you're mad at me. I hate myself when you hate me. I hate my very being.

It's not over tonight

Just give me one more chance to make it right

I may not make it through the night

I won't go home without you

Today

Overall: Fucking Awful.

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"Today, I was bored in my health class. I wondered to myself, "I wonder if anyone really can read minds." I then thought to myself, "Hey! If anyone in this room can read minds, cough now!" The kid next to me caughed the looked over at me and smiled. I'm scared. MLIA."

"Today, I was pulled over for going 17 mph over the speed limit. The cop was asking me routine questions about what might be in my car, and when he asked me if I had any weapons I informed him that I had two Nerf swords in my trunk. The police officer laughed, and proceeded to challenge me to a duel for the ticket. Guess who got off with a warning? MLIA."

Today it was wacky Wednesday for my school’s homecoming week. I had been seriously doubting my school’s creativity until a group of Tetris pieces passed by at lunch followed by a group of Pacman ghosts and a Pacman. What made it even better was that the Pacman group proceeded to use the lunch tables as barriers and play life-sized Pacman with each other. I think I have found the cool groups at my school. MLIA.

Nikki said this sounded like me;"A few days ago I was getting ready to leave Starbucks with my girlfriend when she started putting on my dark thin gloves. I asked her if it was really that cold outside that she needed them. She replied, "no but they make me feel like an assassin." I feel like I've chosen the right girl. MLIA"

Today my little sister came in to show me her new shoes. They were Hanna Montana which I thought was odd because she doesn't like her. She then took off her shoe and showed me Hanna Montana's face on the sole. And said "now I can walk on her face all day!" I love my little sister. MLIA

Today, I watched a freshman fall down the stairs, and then land with an air guitar and a knee slide, and walk away like nothing happened. That kid is going places. MLIA.

Today, I was riding the bus. I looked out the window only to see an old man viciously stabbing a pumpkin. When he saw the bus pass, he stopped and waved. MLIA

Today, in my college class, my professor's computer wasn't turning on. Suddenly, a boy in the front row yelled "It needs your help! Clap your hands if you believe!" The entire 300 person lecture started applauding and then the computer turned on. MLIA

Today we were having a meeting at work about customer service. My manager said "We have to get on top of our customers and show them a good time." I was the only one who busted out laughing. MILA

Today, my brother had tons of animal crackers on the floor looking through them. I asked him what he was doing and he replied, "The box says you can't eat them if the seal is broken. I'm looking for the seal." I have high hopes for him. MLIA.

Today, during my University lecture for English, the lecturer decided to split the class up into people who liked Harry Potter and those who liked Twilight. To no one's surprise all the guys were on the Harry Potter side and all the girls on the Twilight side, except for one guy. I asked him why he would do something so degrading. His response: "To meet chicks". Why didn't I think of that? MLIA

Today I was thirsty, so I walked to the fridge to get a glass of cold water. When I pulled the pitcher out, I realized it was empty. Angry, I said, "Who the hell puts the empty pitcher back in the fridge?". Then I realized I live alone. MLIA

Today I was shoe shopping when I saw two little old ladies looking at sandals. One picked up a pair and said "these would be great for the summer if you live that long." At least she has a plan. MLIA.

Today, I was walking home from school with a guy I kind of like. I eyed a really crunchy looking leaf a few feet in front of us. He was just about to jump on it, when he saw my disappointed face, then said 'Ladies first' and let me step on it. I wish there were more gentlemen like this. MLIA

A few days ago, after finishing the PSATs early, I typed into my calculator "Hello, Harry Potter. My name is Tom Riddle." I turned it on today in class and proceeded to freak out. Bravo, old self. Bravo. MLIA

Today, my some of my friends and I were listening to "Don't Trust Me" by 3OH!3. I pointed out that if I were Helen Keller, I would be kind of offended by it. My friend pointed out that if I were Helen Keller, I wouldn't be able to hear it. MLIA.

Today, I went into a haunted house. They had told us earlier that one of the rules was "You can't touch them, and they can't touch you." While we were walking through, a zombie man got INCHES away from me. My first response? "CANT TOUCH THIS! NA NA NA NA NA NA NA!" That's the first time I have ever seen a zombie smile. MLIA

Yesterday, a boy in my math class who is also my neighbor, was sick, and not at school. I was assigned to give him his math homework. I did. This morning in band, he said, rather loudly, "Thanks for last night." The faces were priceless. MLIA

Today, I was walking to class when I walked passed a sign on the ground written in chalk saying "Ninja Turtles Recruitment: Hand in Resume Here" and an arrow pointed to a sewer cover on the ground. I wanted to apply. MLIA

Today, I decided that since my husband reads MLIA everyday while he's deployed overseas that I would use it to tell him some big news. So, Todd Williams, you're gonna be a Daddy. Love, Leigha. MLIA

Today, I found out that I'm gonna be a daddy by reading MLIA. I love you. Love, Todd. MLIA

Me, again;Today, my work installed fingerprint readers to clock in for work. I now feel like a secret agent, and I have never been more excited to go to work tomorrow. MLIA

Today, my Spanish teacher was taking roll. To be funny he put "mister" or "master" in front of our names. This pattern stopped when he accidentally called guy with the last name of Bates "Master Bates." I love Spanish class. MLIA

Today, my mom got an email from my aunt that said after she took my little cousin to see Where the Wild Things Are my cousin turned to her and said very seriously, "Mommy, I want to be a horny beast for halloween." My brother didnt know why we were laughing so hard. MLIA

Today, my best friend (I'm a girl and he's a guy) informed me that the reason we are friends is because when we were in kindergarten, he saw me somersault behind three pillars and into the bathroom at my school very quickly. He was convinced I was a ninja going to fulfill my duties. I think I'm going to marry this guy. MLIA.

Today on campus I saw a person dressed as scissors, a rock, and paper. The person dressed as the rock proceeded to run across the field and tackle the scissors. It was the most epic game of rock, paper, scissors I have ever seen. MLIA

Today, my english teacher realized that he can turn the light projector used for presentations around the room. He spent the rest of the period blinding anyone who got a question wrong. MLIA.

Today, I was in my first period math class. My phone started ringing and my teacher asked me who it was. When I told him it was my friend he said me "Doesn't you're friend know that you're in class right now?" I said "Yes, but he's just trying to get me in trouble." My teacher looked at me and asked "Wanna get him back?" He told me to give him my friend's number and he proceeded to write it on the board. Then he assigned everyone a period and time to call my friend. I don't think my friend will be calling me when I'm in class anymore. MLIA

Today, I went outside to get the newspaper while wearing my leopard print snuggie. At the same time, my 20 year-old neighbor walked out to get something from his car. He was wearing a zebra print snuggie. I have the best neighbors. MLIA

Today, my 10 year old daughter had an earache and wanted a painkiller. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, my wife explained it was a childproof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: "How does it know it's me?" I hope my daughter is book smart. MLIA

Butterfly

Curl your upper lip up and let me look around

Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down

And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch

Cause they're the perfect jumping off point

Getting closer to your butterfly

Mr. AZ

My mom wants me to get braces, but Doctor Hunter said I didn't need them. In your face!

I'm so happy. I really didn't want braces. Not that they aren't cool or anything, just not something I really want. Although, if I did get some, I know what colors I'd get! Black and green. I would be pretty beastin'.

Anywows, truthboxes.. wow. I have gotten a lot lately. Carlos isn't too happy about them, and well, I don't blame him.

He says he will beat them up, but I won't let him. He knows the rules; no fighting.

Well I don't really have much to talk about tonight.. I keep getting side tracked.

I listened to a lot of Maroon 5 and Jason Mraz today. Carlos and I don't have the same taste in music. It's kinda sad, but we can't have everything in common. That would get boring fast haha.

Well, bye kidddies (;

Favorite and Dentist

Me:
my mom just called me boobie girl. wtf

Ian:
i think thats a really cool nickname.
can i call you that?

I spent the night with G last night. It was a lot of fun. We watched 300, epic, and then talked a lot. Me and her could talk for hours. In fact, we did. We were up pretty late just talking and laughing our butts off. We talked about people in our class, and just drama at school. It was fun.

Once we woke up this morning I had to call my mom to get picked up right away. I had a dentist appointment.

So we go to this dentist appointment and it's my turn to go in there right away. I follow the lady to the back of the room and my palms start to sweat. I hate the dentist. I always have and I always will, more than likely. I always get nervous when I go.

So, I'm back there and shes working on my teeth, it's just a clean up I get twice a year. So while I'm laying there, both her hands in my mouth, she asks me questions. Why do dentists insits on asking questions while they are working on me? And it's not like they are easy 'yes' and 'no' questions. They are questions I actually need to talk to answer.

"So, what grade are you in now?" she asked me.

I think for a second, what am I supposed to do? I can't say tenth grade when she is working on me, so I wait.

"Hm?" she asked again.

I look at her, seriously? "Tenth," I try to say but fail horribly.

"Oh!" she removes her hands, "What was that, sweetie?"

"Tenth." I say more clearly.

This went on and on, each question requiring more than a grunt :

Well, other than that my day was pretty good.

I cleaned my room today, and it took about on hour. I organized all my cothes, and I'm getting rid of a lot of them. I have noticed that most of the only shirts that I have left are graphic tees!

Well, today my mom was pretty freaking funny.

We were talking about favorites, and I think my sister is her favorite by faarr!

"Why?!" she asked harshly.

"Because! You always want to hang out with Marie. You are always calling Marie. You are always shopping for Marie. Marie, Marie, Marie!" I said while laughing.

She shook her head, "No! I don't have a favorite."

"Mom, when we go shopping, just the two of us, you always ask if Marie would like this dress or this shirt. You make me try stuff on to see if it would fit Marie properly." By the way, I don't see how me trying on clothes will help her see how it will fit on Marie. Marie and I have totally different body shapes. For instance, she is tall. I'm not. I have boobs, she doesn't.

Anyways, she still hasn't confesed to Marie being her favorite, but I know.

Atleast I'm my dad's favorite (;

(My parents don't really have favorite, we know this. But I do. My favorite is Carlos (; )

Today

Was really boring. Didn't talk to Carlos much, so that was a bit depressing.
I got some new pjs. They have white cats on them with pink bows. I feel like a little kid. I'm so wearing these when I go to Gabby's house! I have a feeling that she will be very jealous.

Well today I slept a lot. Being sick makes me very lazy and sleepy. I took a very long nap so that means I'll be up fairly late. Doesn't exactly matter becaue I'm on Fall Break!


Funny think my mom said today;
She walks in, "Where have you been?" I asked while examining the bag she held in her hands.
"Mexican bakery." she stated.
"Mexican bakery?" I asked with a laugh.
She nodded, "Mhm."
"Why not the American bakery?" I joked.
"...I don't think we have those anymore." her face serious.

We live in lil Mexico, for sure.

Radio Radio

"I can't believe the radio is playing this song.."

"Oh my god! Are you serious?! I knew this band and now everyone loves them!"

"I knew them before they were popular."

I'm done with getting upset about my 'little known' bands getting discovered. I mean, yeah it's nice knowing these people before they are all nice and popular, but I think that we should be happy for them. Happy that their songs are being liked by people all over. That their talent is being recognized. Their whole goal is to make music and for people to hear it.

I don't get why we get upset when others start to listen to them. It's helping their career!

This was just a random thought while I was listening to the radio. I'm going to stop getting mad at these radio stations for playing these bands, but applaud them. You obviously have good taste in music too!

My cats

My cats are the most loving cats you'll ever meet. They are such sweethearts. Sometimes they can get annoying, but I think it's just because we can't take this much love. These cats always make me happy, no matter how much they annoy me.

Taz, my favorite, is with me right now while I write this blog. He is the softest cat, ever. He is so cute and sweet too! Whenever I'm on the computer he will sit in my lap and then lay his head on my hands. His head his kinda bobs up and down as I type. It's cute. He always wants to be pet and loved on. He will rub his head on yor legs as you walk, and you'll more than likely trip. It will annoy you but will also put a huge smile on your face. Taz is always so happy. You just look at him and he starts purring.
Taz has two brothers and three sisters. Mara, one of my bestfriends, has one of his sisters. Her name is Duck.
Duck is the most spastic cat. She is dumb. She eats human food. Mara and I think that she is really a dog at heart.
She is also one of my other favorite cats, eventhough she isn't really my cat anymore. Duck runs into walls and sleeps under lights. She is so cute. She looks exactly like Taz but smaller. She was like the runt of the litter. Her and Mara clicked fast. They are just alike (:

School.

I like when we don't do anything in class.
It's really fun (:

Hmm

I love Carlos, a lot.
(;

Twilight

The classic love story. The perfect, yet so totally misunderstood, boy falls for the sweet innocent girl. She loves him too, and it's all basically perfect for them. Besides the few mishaps that happen along the way, that is. But even then, everything works out in the end.



In Twilight, Edward is a vampire that is in love with Bella, a normal human. Now, in the first book another vampire that's obsessed with the hunt tracks Bella. Edward and his 'family' all help out, and of course it all works out.



This basically happens again over in the second, third, and fourth book. Don't get me wrong, I loved the books, but why do people always write like this? Write so that there's a happy ending? Everyone knows that in the end our lives won't end up like that. This isn't a fairy tale, and I don't know why people always try to trick us into thinking otherwise.



In real life, stuff like this doesn't happen. You more than likely won't find the love of your life your junior year of high school. You won't have this amazing boyfriend that won't screw up. Things will happen, and you more than likely won't have some miraculous solution to the problem. That's just how life is. Tough, I know.



Anyways, the whole point I was even writing this blog was to make a little fun of those Twi-hards, people who are overly in love with Twilight.

In the book, Bella is Edward's 'singer'. It means that her blood smells extra good to him. It sings to him, if you will. Now, Marie and I were talking one day about what a vampire would think what we would smell like, stupid I know. Anyways, so we go to thinking..


We were going to write a book about how to make yor blood smell better. How to become Edward's singer, every girl wouldn't mind if Edward took a little sip of their blood.
So we got to talking and decided that we were going to make it all up. Tell these girls reading the book to eat the nastiest foods. To do the most ridiculious things, just so their blood would smell better. HAH!
We were going to become millionairs because I know for a fact that girls all over the United States would be eating this crap up! Pun intended (:

Oh my

Today was a fairly good day. Nothing went wrong, but nothing went amazing.
My friend, Sam, is in the hospital again.
Lee made me laugh a lot today.

"Ms. Marcia wants to see you and Jamie later." Lee said to Jamie and I.
"Ms. Marcia?" I asked.
"Yeah, the one that dances and stuff." he replied.
"Are you sure?" I asked. Ms.Marcia wouldn't usually have a need to talk to me.
"No Melissa, I'm lying to you." his face serious.
I start to laugh, "Well-" he cuts me off.
"No, I just decided 'hey lets lie to Melissa! Hm, but what should I say?'" he started laughing too.
" 'Hm, lets see. Lets just pull it outta my ass! Lie to her about Ms.Marcia, yeah sounds like a winner!' "


Hahaha ohh man.
I was rolling.

Rain Rain..

Rain Rain Go Away. Come Again Another Day.

Today is Sunday. It rained.

Nothing special.

We went out to eat after church, and my dad wasn't acting very Christian like.

He got really upset with the waitors D;

It's October.

"Look for the girl with the broken smile, and ask her if she wants to stay awhile. And she will be loved."

I love Maroon 5

It has been awhile since I have posted. That whole 'I'm going to post everyday!' thing didn't last long, go figure.

I think I have a problem. I can't commit to anything. Well, I can, but I always think about quiting or somehting like that. I can't write in a blog once a day. I can't watch a full movie without getting bored. I don't like to listen to songs all the way through, usually. I get bored of txting people and just stop. I usually don't stick to the outfit I pick out the day before. I almost quit tennis. I gave up the violin for a year. I started writing a book, stopped. Tried it again, got bored. Once, I tried to curl my hair, I gave up half way through it.

I'm sure you get the jist of things by now. Before you know it, I won't even get on blogspot anymore. I actually had to write it down on my hand the night before just to remeber that I needed to post something!

Well anyways, the last couple days have been the bee's knees, well not really. Nothing all too exciting.

I've been on youtube a lot lately. Found this dude Tommy Knox.

Check him out. His singing is great, and his covers are pretty orginal.

Random Fact;

I like dreadlocks. They are really cool (: