Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I hate me.

I've been messing up a lot lately.
I don't see why you're still around.
Why you haven't given up on me yet.
I'm just a lost cause, something that will just dissapoint you in the end.

But still, I'm sorry. I know it won't make anything better, and you'll still be more than mad at me. I just wish that I could take everything back I ever said or did. Just go back to the first day we met.


I hate myself now, and I can't stop crying. I feel like a total baby. I can't even eat. Hah, yeah, I hate my life when you're mad at me. I hate myself when you hate me. I hate my very being.


It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry life sucks :(

    This seems inappropriate now, but I gave you a blog award at my blog :D

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